Hi, my name is Jesus, and I’m a chronic dreamer who can’t wake up. My life has been a rollercoaster of pursuing passions over predictable paths, a choice filled with as much wonder as it is with woe. This is a life I wouldn’t wish on anyone, yet paradoxically, it’s a journey I hope everyone dares to embark upon.
In pursuing my passions – music, illustration, and the boundless realms of creativity – I’ve often found myself at the mercy of instability. ADHD has been both a challenge and a catalyst, fueling my relentless drive towards the unknown. The cost? A life frequently shadowed by debt, loneliness, and the ceaseless hustle to figure out the next move.
What I’ve sacrificed in stability, I’ve gained in the thrills of living an unscripted life. Each day, I wake up doing what I love, even when it leads me through long periods of uncertainty. This hustle, this unpredictable dance with life, fuels my heart and soul. It’s a love affair with the art world – a relationship as tumultuous as it is fulfilling.
But this journey begs the question: when should one stop? Is there a point where the dreamer must wake up to reality? Or should we perpetually chase our dreams, trusting that one day, something will click?
The balance between following dreams and seeking stability is a personal battle. For some, stability is a foundation for happiness. For others, like me, stability feels like a cage. The truth is, the answer is not universal. We must navigate these waters ourselves, determining what blend of passion and practicality works for us.
In sharing my story, I hope to connect with fellow dreamers and seekers. Perhaps my experiences will resonate with those standing at life’s crossroads, wondering whether to take the well-worn path of stability or the untamed trail of their dreams.
Life as a chronic dreamer is not easy. It’s a path filled with as many pitfalls as peaks. But if there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s that pursuing passion, however daunting, is a journey worth taking. So, to all the dreamers, I say: dream boldly, live fully, and never lose sight of what sets your heart ablaze.
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